I’ve been bitchy recently, to remind y’all again-
I know y’all are wonderful friends and so, but I’m the only person who can actually handle with the actual physical or emotional stuffs happening right before my eyes or right within me. I really appreciate everybody for willing to help me (and I swear to god I am so blessed to have you guys), but after all, it’s I who has to actually make improvements.
And at certain points of life, there are moments that only I solely needs to know about the problem and solve it out. There are unfortunately those events that no one but I can handle. Because it requires some err, how should I explain, let me call it “personal courages.” I’d love to tell everyone about everything, but there are some things that are just too much for the internet. Just, just— stay a liiiiiiittle bit outside the personal bubble please.
My gosh, I really really appreciate to have every one of you as my friend. It’s wonderful and— and, it’s fantastic to have friends like y’all. Butttt! But, because you guys are my friends, I believe all of you believe in me that I can handle another problem like a pro, as I always did before. Please leave it to me, and I kindly ask you, please be nice (not saying that someone’s been behaving bad or something. Just a refreshing reminder). At moments like this, all I wish for is a simple “I know you can do it as always” kind of beliefs. Thank you, everyone. Please, just have belief in me and let me handle some “tiny bumps on the road” kind of problems. I’ll be improving as always.
P.S. It sounds like a really stupid reason to myself too. But, eh, be cool, dudes.